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Why is the world so weird? |
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Happy happy happy. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2008|12:00 am] |
.. Damnit.
This is why I don't like to ever kiss ass or fake shit or lie or whatever. It comes around to bite me in the ass later. I tried too hard and over did it and got too many jobs. One job I had to quit (and I didn't have the guts so I just no showed...) and another job I'm like, no good at .. AT ALL... some how sold myself yet .. I dunno, I've already made some pretty bad mistakes there. I mean it hasn't effected things YET but it will and I dunno how exactly to fix them... I dunno. I'll think of a way. But I mean, I'm gonna have to cut my hours there some more because next quarter I guess, in a month - I'll be getting more hours at the clinic. 8D Yay! I really like my clinic job. It's pretty good. The clinic director showed Chris and I (I work with a dude name Chris lol) how to do super bills. Well, I guess it went over Chris' head so I've been doing them and I'll show him later. Lol. >>; Or will I... buahaha. No, kidding. But yeah.. yay for like, responsibilities. That's what I like, when I have a bunch of stuff to do and the rush to get it all done yet be perfectionist about it.. See, I'd love to tell people THAT but that sounds so full of shit hahaha. But seriously, I love that. And if this job can bring me challenges like the OS did.. oh man. Like bring me the crazy sick mean people! I can handle it! Haha.
Anyway... yay. I just feel like I'm screwing up all kinds at the gamestop place. And it seriously doesn't fucking help when like ... the manager there is telling me "oh use your charm" to sell shit. What the fuck. And like basically flat out says like I should be selling more cuz I'm a girl. See then.. he hired the wrong kind of girl.. I have confidence with people, not with "guys." Like flirting. No. What the fuck. -_-; I know I got hired because they needed to hire a girl.. and because girls can sell to certain people. Well, I can sell the parents. All my sells are parents. It's weird. NOT nerdy boys. >:
Hmm.. I think I thought of something I can do.. I gotta keep reminding myself to do it but it might work... The basic socializing tool. Talk about THEM and THEIR interests, and use their name, like maybe at the register or after doing a preorder or GI. I dunno. Lmao. Cheesy shit, who knows. Might work. "ohai, wut games do you like to play? oh yeah? what's that? so why's it better than...? blahblahblah." That kinda stuff is hard to fake. Cuz like more than likely, I really won't CARE about their interest.. But! 8D I've mastered customer service, maybe next is salesss. :B
But clinic pays me more so imma whore to them first. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2004|11:13 pm] |
My life is a fucking waste.
Fuck this world. I'm not living in it any longer. |
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| Happy fun time. |
[Apr. 12th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
Some guy imed me on AIM. Isn't that great? Insisted his name was Jon and that did not know who anyone was or where anything was... yet knew that I was 18, living in Chicago, and more crap. Sure, if he got that info from LJ, that's fine. But he said it was on the AIM directory. And that's bullshit. Because I have no info there. So he just proceeded to harrass me.. and I showed my friends on IRC what he was saying, and he was calling me a dumbass because he thought I was cloning AIM and talking to him in multiple screen names. Hello asshole, I don't care about you that much to do that.
Beth got particulary mad at me for a stupid reason. She told me what Joe wrote in his journal. I didn't know he updated it. She has his journal linked on her journal, which I view a lot. So I clicked it! OH NO! And I read the entry that talked about me! OH NO!!! Oh! And the entry was practically written to me. "Shannon, I said I Hate you, I don't literally." I don't have a right to read something that is directed towards me? UH OH!? And I commented that I found it funny that he still talks about me. GASP! HOW FUCKING TERRIBLE! Nevermind the fact.. that after Jose had blocked her, changed his AIM names, removed her from his lists on everything, she still went into MY LIVEJOURNAL, and read all his entries. HMMM. Which is worse? She can't do that now because I changed my password. Just like when she went into my e-mail account to read through all my e-mails. I don't -care- if she was suspecious, it's not right. Seriously.
She's allowed to read MY boyfriend's friend's only journal entries in MY livejournal name.. yet, I'm not allowed to look at her boyfriend's public entries one time? Bullshit.
I'm not a bad person anymore. I used to be, but not anymore. So I would love it if everyone stopped trying to make me out to be one. Lots of people expect me to forget the past, yet no one wants to forget mine?! Yeah, thanks a lot.
So my whole attitude right now is: Fuck you World.
Because the World's attitude seems to be: Fuck you Shannon. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2004|07:18 pm] |
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Everyone stops talking as soon as I say something. And the more I talk, the longer it takes for someone to respond after I'm done.
Something must be horribly wrong with me. |
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| Hm. |
[Apr. 12th, 2004|02:47 pm] |
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Just got back from rehersal. I'm cold and hungry. It's hard to type. I don't really have much else to say.I think Jose left to buy me some fries from Burger King. Yay. Because I know they'll always be good, but it's a fucking gamble to get from McDonald's. |
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| A srugeya |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|07:25 pm] |
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
Closer Property. State whether each statement is true or false. If false, give a
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My soda
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
A videogame.
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
6:30 p.m.
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
7:28 p.m. Heh.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Dramatic spanish soap music.
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Oh hell I don't remember. It was probably Friday.
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Gaia... I think? I looked at pictures.
9. What are you wearing?
flannel PJ pants, and a t-shirt (omg K, me too.) plus a sweatshirt.
10. Did you dream last night?
Yes
11. When did you last laugh?
I dunno.. recently?
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Lots of pictures of Jose and his bro as little kids.
13. Seen anything weird lately?
No..
14: What is the word most often used in your vocabulary?
"dunno"
15. What is the last film you saw?
Uhh... I can't remember at all.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A house in Hope Ranch.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I have the worst headache right now.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would make everyone a communist.
19. Do you like to dance?
Yes. A lot.
20. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nut case or someone who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
He's a moron. Ta da.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Hannah
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I don't know.
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Sure. |
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| Goddamnit. |
[Apr. 7th, 2004|09:52 pm] |
Jose's dad is now watching Dreamcatcher. LAMEST MOVIE IN THE WORLD!
Sphinx is fun. I like it.
My updates suck. I should just delete my journal and never bother again. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2004|10:36 am] |
Argh.
I'm sick of being sick. :(
I'm making my Easter card right now. XP
I drew a picture of Cleopatra for class. I like it. :\
I wish I could draw well everytime I drew something. But it was only her face... not body. I can't draw bodies. At all...
I failed like.. all my classes.. 'cept two. Maybe 3. I should be okay in Wondo's. Bleh... 4 classes.. not good. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|06:42 pm] |
My ear fucked up so bad I couldn't balance right and I was sick. I am sick. I didn't go to school, but I went to rehersal.
I get yelled at for not logging on AIM or IRC anymore because I like RO.
Bored. So more RO for me. Unless I can find something better to do that doesn't take energy.
Jose could go cash his check tonight and go buy some games for PS2? But I don't think he feels like it. |
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| Let's. |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|08:39 pm] |
Break.
Up.
Every.
Word.
And.
Split.
It.
Between.
Every.
One.
There.
Is.
All:
BAM! |
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| It's Halloweeeeeeeeen! |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|01:35 pm] |
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I'm so confused. Argh.
Jose is always tired. Like -always-. It's starting to freak me out.
Talked to my mom this morning. She's really depressed about everything. I feel bad for her. But there's nothing I can do.
My grandma still says she hates Jose which is -dumb-.
I'm bummed because when I go back to Cali for a visit, my grandpa is gonna be there. That sucks ass. I'm always miserable when he's there because -I- have to entertain him. I can't do shit with my friends because he wants to go have dinner at Harry's and shit. I don't like that place.
I like this song a lot. And I don't feel like updating.
Oh yeah, wait. I'm in the school play now. Bang, bang, you're dead. Yay for me... Rehersal is today at 4. So there we go, that's my plan. |
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| DAY. |
[Apr. 1st, 2004|07:25 pm] |
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I touched the new PS2 FIRST. AH HAHAHA. Jose cried. He did. Seriously! FUCK YOU.
Anyway, I did the awesome puzzle part to Devil May Cry 2, but I can't fucking fight the shit. <3 Puzzles for making me feel better about my gamer abilities.
I got some mini oreos from Jose :D I only wanted one. D:
So yes, we have a new ps2. So SPECIAL. He was very happy. His eyes lit up and everything. :o But for some unknown reason, he's letting his bro play. Wtf. His brother broke his old PS.. so whyyyyyy is he letting him play on the new one?! What ever. My contribution to the thing was a whole FIVE dollars. Whoa! So I guess it's Jose's. Not ours.
And I'm going to play RO for the rest of tonight. Bleh. I'm tired. Today was stupid.
Fuck I can't believe it's April again. When I am queen, I will remove April. We'll have some other awesome month name for it instead.
And if you cry and tell me, "My birthday is in April! :O" I'll just tell you that I don't care, and changing the month will unmake your exsistances, so it won't be any problem to you anymore. :D See? Works out good, doesn't it?
Oh yeahz, we also had McDonald's. WHUT?! Yeah, Kag. I'm calling your manager and telling him you ditched work to go try to have sex with Jose. D: |
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[Apr. 1st, 2004|01:25 pm] |
I hate this month. I've always hated April. I am so not looking forward to this month. Shitty stuff always happens on this month. Especially last year. But let's not get into that.
Macs are lame. And the people who use them must be too. They actually have the word Mouse and Keyboard written on those items.
It's cold here. And I'm so fucking irritated. You have no idea. Everyone is pissing me off. Some chick walked infront of me, while I was trying to keep up with Jose, so I was behind him.. (we were going down the stairs) and I was so ready to pull her down onto the floor and beat the shit out of her. I don't know why! Everyone is just bugging me SO BADLY. It's like, "Hi Shannon!" *PUNCH* I'm messed up. I keep thinking really really really messed up thoughts. :D Not about me of course, but about what I could do to other people. Like this one guard here... he told Jose to slap me, because I didn't want to take my sweatshirt off since it was cold... Well, I was thinking how it would be cool if when they get older and put into a retirement center.. that I could be the nurse and give them fucked up injections.. Just to mess with them. Because I am -sick- of the adults here treating EVERYONE like shit. Like they are way better than us and shit. It's not cool at all. It just pisses me off so bad. So much injustice around here.. and there's nothing I can do about it. Noooothing.
I can't wait to go home and play RO!
Oh yeah, Jose got the 30 more bucks he needed to go get the BRAND NEW PEE ESSS TWO!!!!!1 I gave him 1/3 of the money he needed. :o My aunt Linda sent me some Easter greetings which = money and chocolate. Man, aunts with major sweet tooths and was a former baker -rules-. Linda used to make cakes and all that.. she still does. But she's a big fan of See's candy (as am I) and she sent me some yummy Chocolate Butter Eggs from See's. Sooo freaking good. Jose really likes See's candy. :o I can't believe I didn't take him there while he was in Cali. Wtf is my problem? Well, when we go back, I'll buy a pound or two of it. :D Yay! |
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| April. |
[Apr. 1st, 2004|08:04 am] |
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I fucking hate the mornings.
I hate them to HELL.
I hate being pulled out of my warm cozy bed to fucking be in the cold and walk to school. Why the fuck does school have to start so goddamn early anyways? I am dead right now, so like hell I'm going to learn.
Son of a bitch. I am in the worst mood. And you know what? I didn't want to admit it, but I finally did last night.. I'm depressed. Yay.. fucking depressed again. I would kill the fucking President for some Prozac. You don't understand.
Well, here's a fucking survey.
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